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Friday, Jun. 27, 2003, 15:40 |
As teh title states, My day has been so full of Irony. I hate it. Its pratically brought me to tears. I'll list off the Ironic parts of the day.
Alright, starting off, Rich is going to Africa Tomorrow. I won't see, nor hear from him for 2 weeks. The irony?
I saw an all red 1962 Chevy Impala with a surfboard on the roof of it, driving down A1A before getting off work. JUST like rich's car but all red.
Another scene:
The boss tells me an hour before I get off that He has to let me go. He can't afford it and he's going to start being closed Mondays and Tuesdays the week after next. The Irony?
My mom wants SO bad to be fired from her job. She hates it there and won't quiet but WANTS to get fired so that her bosses won't get the payback of her quitting.
So pretty much, I've had a terrible day. I still get paid on Monday. I have to go in and get my money then just leave.
Also, Before I went to work, I wanted to ship soemthing over night mail to Rich but it wouldn't get there until the day after tomorrow. Stupid eh?
Also, I'm so stressed that I wanted to goto the gym today to chill out in teh steamroom. I asked my mom would it be so much to ask? Mom said No, even THOUGH she knows how stressed out I am. Such a bitch today. then keeps on coming into my room, ask for stuff afterwards and crap as well as slightly trying to comfort me. Making me feel even worse cause she said no to me eariler. I can go there free! Its on Patrick Air Force Base.
*Sigh
I also feared I lost a new friendship with one of the Twins, Phil because of how I am around guys that are cool ann I really wanna be friends with.
I incoherently Filrt. It really got to him and what he said was like a punch in the stomach. that was last night but I feel really bad and apoligize yet he didn't write back. I hate to loose a friendship over that.
Well, that's all for now. gotta semi talk and perhaps just lay down, play loud music as I cry. I wish I had a car. I could go over to Orlando and hang out with Derek or try to get to Mass. to see Rich before he leaves. I dunno. I'm just sick of my life right now. Its just one of those days. So sick of my life that I cry. I haven't done this in a long time either. A record it seems.
Take Care All
Ja Ne



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